no aim
no hope
no hobby

i am old and hopeless.

i wished i learn dancing while coping with studies since young. e.g. George Sampson
i wished i never gave up on musical instrument. e.g. that youtube guy who played canon in d with electric guitar
i wished i could speak Japanese. e.g. Sharon Au
i wished i can master swimming/cycling/ice skating. e.g. michael phelps
i wish.